For every vein and pulse throughout my frame she hath made tremble."He, soon as he saw that I was weeping, answered, "Thou must needs another way pursue, if thou wouldst 'escape from out that savage wilderness.This beast, At whom thou cries, her way will suffer none To pass, and no less hindrance makes than death: So bad and so accursed in her kind, That never sated is her ravenous will, Still after food more craving than before. To many an animal in wedlock vile she fastens, and shall yet too many more, until that greyhound come, which shall destroy her with sharp pain.He will not life support by earth nor its base metals, but by love, Wisdom, and virtue. Spirits of old tormented, who invoke A second death; and those next view, who dwell Content in fire, for that they hope to come, Whenever the time may be, among the blessed, Into whose regions if thou then desire to ascend, a spirit worthier then I Must lead thee, in whose charge, when I depart, Thou shall be left:for that Almighty King, Who reigns above, a rebel to his law, Adjudges me, and therefore hath decreed, That to his city none through me should come. He in all parts hath sway; there rules, there holds His citadel and throne.
When she had ended, her bright beaming eyes Tearful she turned aside; whereat I felt Redoubled zeal to serve thee.As she well's, Thus am I come: I saved thee from the beast, which thy near way across the goodly mount prevented.What is this comes o'er thee then? Why, why dost thou hang back?Why in thy breast Harbor vile fear?Why hast not courage there and noble daring?Since three maids so blest Thy safety plan, even in the court of heaven, And so much certain good my words forebode." As florets, by the frosty air of night Bent down and closed, when day has blanched their leaves, Rise all unfolded on their spiky stems, So was my fainting vigor new restored, And to my heart such kindly courage ran.
The night was hummed, fumes of emptiness flowed the desert, and I saw my past as a sequence of nothing, not even a memory but for her, my beloved mortal, yearning with Lilith has to end, that heart recall for what was it's own since 4000 years, memories but me in a trance, holding something to my eyes..as if I'm to draw tears as mortal, .............how I wish you were here. taking the form of mortal, wondering through time, recall the divine war in heaven, immortal foes, sealed my fate into a fallen angel, cast me out of where I once belong. approach to a civilized part, earth full of mechanical lights, tumble with voices, poetry of hope, as if heaven find it's way to sneak out to join in harmony, even sorrow take it's part through eyes, while the ancient Satan act in silence crawling in vain, draw his own lines of seduction. A trace of something start to touch my soul, tender Jasmin, mixed with pin oil, a strike through time of love has reveal, my heart start to take over, and no more eyes would do the sight, in her stone balcony staring the full moon with passionate eye,waves of dark wild hair, a moon shadow she was.. step through the ways to reach, act more human to be heard, on table for a date, moment of silence, step forward to join, with heavenly smile she welcomed me as a far home traveler, as an offering for love in the time of Aphrodite, offering me coffee, my heart melt down once felt the sliding shy hands, make sure that I'm not setting upon a clawed, or was it my mind confused, unbalanced and disturbed, would I ever be able to stand for another love !! have my deepest breath, and try to find a way out for a voice.........it was only few words, that would save my heart, a life ime in hell appear to be less painful, for a love life time..........with you, I said while try to find my feet a solid ground to stand " I'm done with coffee ".
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